Apparently, I thought I would have free time after I quit working at the Dining Hall. What a joke. I haven't written in more than a month A. because Ive had no free time and B. because I forgot my username/password. whoops. Boy this week is going to suck. And next week. And the week after that. 2 more weeks of class then exams. Actually, 2 weeks from today I will be done with this semester. Shit. I have so much to do. At least tomorrow is Thursday so I will have lots of free time to hit up the library and do some serious studying. I have to try to push myself the hardest possible that I can because if I don't then I know that there could have been something that I could have done better. Although I like to come off as calm and uncaring, this bothers me. I hate seeing what I could have done better, but didn't. I think my problem is that I am afraid of failure, so I just don't try and that way I have an excuse. Because if I fail now, its because I didn't try, but if I actually try my hardest then fail, well I'm just a failure.
Now I have to do a lab that should've been done hours ago, Whaaaatttt?!
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